Because I knew you...

Wow...after tonight I'll be a senior! I never thought this time would come! What will be even crazier is when I'm the one graduating! I always said I was so excited for these seniors to leave because some of them just drive me crazy but...I'll miss them, well...most of them! :) haha. For graduation the choir sings every year and this year we're singing the song "For Good" from Wicked. I LOVE THAT SONG! I will probably cry I'm sure, I almost cried when we were practicing it the other day! When I sing that song and really think about it I don't really think of the seniors leaving this year, but I think about my class leaving next year. It is so bitter sweet. It will be good to get away from high school drama and to get on with our lives and do something good with them but saying good-bye is definitely not something I'm good at. It's my least favorite thing. There are people that won't really effect me to say bye to but then there's my best friends....Andria, Savannah, Kim, Cami...what am I going to do without them? I will miss them so much! And of course I'll miss Brett, but hopefully we'll be able to keep in touch and stay together after graduation. I don't know, it's all so crazy that I'm finally reaching this time in my life. But, I need to keep remembering I have one year left. But that one year will go by so fast, this last year did, I thought it would be a slow year, but my goodness it has flown by! I'm not really sure where I'll be going after I graduate. I want to go to Boise State but my dad doesn't support that idea at all. So we'll see what will end up happening. Again, I have one more year, I keep telling myself that but that one year seems like 5-10 minutes within an hour. Crazy stuff. Life is full of bitter sweet things, that I am sure of. But I hope that the sweet will shine more than the bitter. I'm thinking about the song we're singing and one of the lines is "Because I knew you I have been changed for good." This line is so true. My friends and I had some drama this year, but who doesn't? But they have made me who I am today, and they have changed me and I will miss them so so much. I just can't stop thinking about that. Goodness. And Brett, he has changed me in every way possible. Well maybe not every way! :) But he's changed me "for good". I'm usually a happy, positive person but I hadn't been for a little bit at the beginning of the school year but then I met Brett and got to know him and he has made me so happy, and I'm crazy, of course my friends contribute to that, but between all of them they have helped make me someone that I like to be! I love them all so much! Wow, this is all rambling. But having graduation tonight is really making me think a lot, and it's not even my graduation. Imagine what my graduation day will be like. I'm sure I'll be balling like a baby. Good and bad tears. Who knows, maybe something will happen in the next year that will make me want to get out of here. We'll see. But everyone I know has changed me, whether it's good or bad. And I want to keep the people that have changed me for good in my life always, I hope it's as easy done as said. Well I'm off to graduation. It'll be me next year. Crazy, crazy, crazy!

I'm thinking....Gary and Jessica Wilkinson. Yes, definitely! :D

Wow. It's been way too long since I've been on here. Life has been pretty crazy and stressful though. It seems like as soon as cheer ended it's starting right back up again. And school is getting crazy. I'm a junior and have senioritis sooo bad already. I hope I can make it through these next few weeks before summer. I've been slacking off bad, and that's probably not a good thing cause it seems like my classes are getting that much harder all of a sudden, well math anyway. Let's see...what's happened as of late? I went to Prom and that was fantastic! :) I definitely had the hottest date by far! And definitely the sweetest one too. :) He treated me like I was a princess, his princess. :) Even though I almost killed us on the day date, it was still good! :) And dinner was fantastic. Brett's mom decorates for weddings so she set up a really nice "restaurant" for us and cooked yummy, yummy food. :) Muy bueno. And basically it was the best day of my life. :) Oh cool fact. Sunday Brett, Andria, and I went to a fireside where Gary Wilkinson and his wife Jessica spoke. It was the most amazing fireside of my life, sooo good. But get this, Jessica and Gary are quite alike with Brett and I. This is why: Brett and Gary both have red hair. Jessica and I both have dark brown hair, about the same length, and Brett and Gary both tower over the both of us. And Jessica and I were practically wearing the same dress. Anyway, then Gary is making his living in a sport, that's also what Brett plans on doing! Although Gary is NBA and Brett would be NFL, but still, that's cool! And Jessica is going into Elementary Education and she wants to either teach 1st grade or have a preschool in their basement, and that's EXACTLY what I want to do. And Jessica told us how her parents were always like "You have to marry and RM" and stuff like that, and that's exactly how my parents are too! See, there's a few similarities. :) haha. And Andria said she would look at Gary and Jessica and then over at Brett and I and she said it was like we were a miniature version of them. I thought it was pretty cool, and that was my awesome moment from Sunday. Any-who. I'm going to try to be on here more often. Loves.

Cheer Competition!

Oh wowza...cheer competition was probably the most stressful thing of my life! First of all it's kinda stressful to not be able to practice performing on the mat until you are performing for the judges knowing that if you step off you'll get docked...and it's not easy to lose 2 girls while getting ready...1 of them the night before! So here's what happened...we lost the first girl cause she couldn't keep her grades up and we couldn't rely on her so she was kicked off the squad...then we were practicing for the final time the night before competition and we dropped Kayley...she fell on her head...a police officer had to come and the ambulance came too...she had a minor concussion and a bruised up back...she can't cheer for a couple more weeks. So what are we supposed to do? Cheer competition is the next day and we just lost one of our flyers! :/ So...we had to change EVERYTHING and I ended up getting on Mindy's shoulders as one of our stunts...it's not the coolest stunt but we had to compromise! So we ended up getting 2nd place and qualified for state! :) I must say that is pretty good for all the stress and trials our little squad went through! I'm not sure if we're going to go to state or not...it would be a good opportunity but I think we're all ready to just relax...we've been way too stressed out the last few months! It was a good experience though!

Random babbling!

Golly gee cheer is taking over my life! Seriously! EVERYDAY I have something cheer related, except for Sunday, but it's not like I can do anything with friends on Sundays anyway! Goodness, just one more week until competition and then everything will die down and perhaps I'll have a life again! Oh I sure hope so! Oh but then I'll get busy with play practices and work, oh the joys of having a busy life! Oh yay, I just realized I get my class ring tomorrow! I'm super excited! I can't wait to see how it turned out! Well I'm pretty sure I know how it turned out but I'm just way excited! :) Yay! I can't believe I'm going to be graduating next year! It's all sorta crazy to me! I'm sorta scared...I don't even know where I'm going to go! I'm pretty sure I'm going to go into elementary education but Mr. Abbott told me I should do something with communication cause apparently I'm good at that stuff! Goodness, I don't know what to do! Life is crazy! I'm thinking it can't get crazier than it is but I'm sure it will! It kinda makes me sad to think I'm going to be done with high school though! I've actually started to enjoy high school! What if I never see some of my favorite people ever again??! :( Oh sad! Wow...I'm just gonna have to live in the moment and enjoy every second I have of life! I hate saying goodbye, this is gonna suck major! But gosh, I have a little over a year until I graduate so perhaps I should stop worrying about it for now! Worrying isn't gonna do me any good! Well...I just wanted to blog cause I wanted to type and because I was bored! But now I should probably go attempt homework! I got a long day ahead of me tomorrow so I should probably get a good night sleep tonight! Ugh, life is crazy!

Hahaha, funny night! :D

Ok, so we had a basketball game tonight, sadly we lost, but once we were done with it Quinton, Chris, Keaton, Tessa, Aubrie, Camden, Brett, and I all piled into Brett's 6 person van and ventured over to town to get some cheesy breadsticks. So that was pretty intense, especially since Quinton drove, he doesn't have his license yet, shhh, his mom doesn't know he drives a lot of the time! :) Anyway...so we got over there and ate our cheesy breadsticks and that was good fun, and then we were leaving and Keaton totally shoved Tessa's face into the snow which was very entertaining to watch! So anyway...we left to go back home, and Brett and I weren't ready to say goodbye or whatever so we told Chris to take Brett's van and take Quinton home and then take himself home and leave Brett's van at Brett's and I'd take Brett to his van later. So since we're crazy kids we stood outside in the freezing cold snow for over an hour just sitting there and talking, because we didn't want to get in the car, we didn't want anything to get carried away! Haha! But anyway we sat there and talked and then I got really cold so Brett started to hold me in his arms and then I was still cold and he asked me if I wanted his coat and I was like "Well I'm practically in it anyway so I'm fine" and then we got on this conversation about how I think I'm fat and how he says I'm not. So then he wrapped his coat around me and was like "See, you're not fat, you can fit in my coat with me in it too" then I was bound and determined to win the argument so I was like "Ya try zipping it up, it won't zip up cause I'm fat" so then he started to zip it up and it was getting there and then the zipper busted off...haha, then I told him to just push the zipper connector thing down and we could get out so he tried but it didn't work...we were stuck! So then we texted Chris and told him we needed scissors...but Chris wouldn't bring us any! So we tried EVERYTHING! We tried to have Brett sit down and have the coat slip over the top of me but that wouldn't work! So I turned around and sat down and pulled the coat over my head, and it FINALLY worked! But I ended up in the snow and that was no fun! :( So then I thought my feet were gonna fall off so then we decided since it was a school night and 11 we should probably head home! Haha, his zipper is still stuck, I can only imagine what his mom will say! :) Haha, oh, but seriously, it was hilarious, you'd have to be there to be laughing like I am! Seriously though, with most people that would be awkward but it wasn't awkward at all, it was just fun and funny! Good times, good times! :)

Life!

I'm starting new and fresh...I had a blog in the past but the URL just didn't work for my current situation anymore...let's see...I'm a junior in high school at West Side, I'm a cheerleader, and I'm crazy busy with that lately! We're getting ready to go to cheer competition on Valentine's Day, I think we have a really good chance of placing well in our district, so we've been doing nothing but practice, practice, practice! I'm also getting ready to be in my high school musical, Wizard of Oz, i think I'm just a jitterbug but I'm not sure! I didn't try out, Mrs. Olson just told me I was a dancer! :) Well...for anyone reading this I'm sure you're well aware of my current "love situation"...yes, I was waiting for a missionary. But things got crazy and out of hand. I wasn't allowed to date, I was literally only allowed 2 or 3 dates per school year. And I could never date the same person more than once. So I told him that things needed to change that way since I'm only 16 going on 17! He wasn't very happy to say the least...so I did what I felt was right after praying and such, and that was break it off. He then called me on Christmas, when he wasn't supposed to, and told me that if I didn't marry him I'd go to Hell...that really ticked me off and I knew that things were most likely done for. He then called some girl that he promised he never would talk to again, crazy how he still had her number memorized eh? So my Christmas started out good but ended in a way that I wish could've been avoided. I haven't had any contact with him since Christmas and I've been perfectly happy and actually started liking a boy named Brett Roholt, with blue eyes and red hair! :) He is super sweet to me. So I really enjoy his company to say the least! :) Um...one of my very best friends is Quinton Zilles! I'm a junior, he's a freshman but I don't really care, he's always there for me and pretty much the best! My junior year has definitely been something I never would've expected! I have a ton of friends that I never thought I'd be friends with! I have more guy friends then I've ever had in my life! Haha! I guess when you get out of a controlling relationship that can happen! I just did something crazy, well not too crazy, but I took a college spanish class! Wow, that was harder than I expected! But I finally finished it and passed with a B+! Boy do I miss that class now, definitely not for the learning part but because of my classmates! It was me, Lea(Lee), and Camden! Oh us 3 together was crazy! Mrs. Wade had a hard time keeping us under control! It was all crazy fun! :D Well I just wanted something to put as my first post for my blog! :) I hope I have some exciting stuff to write about soon enough! :)